Sri Lanka

there ran the girl,

out of her lover’s embrace,
leaped into heavens,

and started to cry,

fatal tears for a brutal sky..

smiled the girl… wild and free..
with a bright vision and an eye to see..
to see another unnamable day,
of a land rough and beautiful..
to touch the green in a new way,
to smile again and freely sway…

to the beautiful girls of Sri Lanka.. to Sri Lanka with love..

time..

a face moved
in a faceless crowd..
it truly proved
what I felt inside…

tick.. tock..
time came rushing through,
passing fiercely
between me and you..

there stopped the face
and stared back..
causing that careless time
to painfully crack..

time is killing me.. I can only see you.. I miss you..

desperation?

there called desperation
with luring tones ..
slowly cutting its way..
into fragile bones..

I hid the bones away
to keep them from you..
for I know one day,
they’ll write my life again..

keep holdin on...

faceless

same old tears
cutting new paths
down that weary face…
dancing brutally with fears
of an everlasting past..

tears must fade away,
I ran out of faces…
they cannot stay,
for a faceless me…

for bright suns I reach out,
to save me from you…
my faceless self cries,
knowing it’s true:
my suns have failed me…

shadows

it all happens at night…
the shadows of yesterday’s morning climb to the top..
blue, naked, deprived of light,
they just don’t know how to stop..

I cover my eyes,
and I see them no more.
yet I hear their longing cries,
asking me for more…


the shadows are asking me for more pain, more sufferings, and more tears… ugly shadows take all u need…

the day you left...

I picked up your steps as you were leaving,
and hid them away with my tears believing,
that one day I shall hold you again…

I keep the memories you gave me warm in my chest,
wishing to live and die looking and hoping for the best.

me the window

I dreamt that I was a window,
rain running down my face…
a heavy door slammed unwillingly,
and turned down the place.

there stood the window.. calm and proud,
listening to the voice of rain.. and the peace she found.

still smile

today, that lake decided to dry,
leaving behind its hidden memories…
and I, not knowing why, stepped on them…

lonely and hurt… they silently cry..
in their tears I saw your face…
I touched it and smiled… remembering why.

I remembered why I still smile.. your love is in the air, you soul is still around, your smile still here. I love you :*

TAAADDAAAA!!!

Tagged by eshda3wa!! ;)
A Available or single - so damn attached!

B Best friend- someone who’s always there, someone who I don’t need to explain myself to, who loves me for who I am :* a7bkom!

C Cake or pie – Cake!!

E Essential item- my cell

F Favourite color- black and baby blue

G Gummy bears or worms- worms!

H Home town- Kuwait

I Indulgence- Virginia Woolf!! (oh my God) ice-cream!! Chocolate! Books!

J January or February- January!

K kids- annoying little creatures ;p

L Life- interestingly hard

M Marriage- NO WAY!!!

N Number of siblings- 4

O Oranges or Apples- apples

P Phobias- Aerophobia (fear of flying)

Q Favourite quote- “you cannot find peace by avoiding life”

R Reason to smile- RAIN! Family, friends, PUFAK, diet coke

S Season- winter

T Tag 3 people- common_sense, zizotime, nadia

U Unknown fact about me- I cry whenever I finish a book :(

V/W Worst habit- hmmm ;p

X/Y Your favourite food- PUFAK!!!!

Z Zodiac- Ox

falls

that unnamable fear
pulled me down…
to the face of earth,
so cold, so clear…
it touched my eyes,
and sheltered one more tear…

after each fall I get up.. my body colder, my heart warmer.. my soul stronger...

you are my reason

when life turns its back,
remember I’m here…
I’ll be forever your track,
so close to you, so near…

when you’re down,
I’ll get you through…
for I’m only alive,
because of you!!!

me and my ceiling

all alone..
just me and my ceiling,
down on me
there it goes
that deadly feeling

with a cry
deep inside
I touch my ceiling
make it go!
make me fly!

then and there
it cries with me
it can bear
all that pain…

all alone… me and my ceiling.. all alone

you are my ceiling!

kill me

I’m alive?
kill me… just one more time..
kill what you’ve started…
for my insignificant soul
had willingly departed..

my ugly thoughts are killing me... I miss you.. I know you miss me too :*

freedom of my mind

there… where my mind wondered around,
the vast forbidden land…
there… where only a “he”,
could presumably stand.

"there is no gate, no lock, no bolt that you can set upon the freedom of my mind" -Virginia Woolf

STRONG

cut through my wings,
I’ll still proudly fly…
for they give me power,
the tears I cry…

look closer, you’ll see
I am the unknown world…
I am what I’ll be,
what I’ll passionately unfold.

I am vigorously strong… nothing will ever stop me!

a day...

I watched as the day carefully went away…
through my empty hands… and my shattered soul..
I saw it all,
a hurt life never to crawl,
but to be taken once and for all.

I am tired... and hurt...

lies!

lazy April’s afternoon,
looking straight into my eyes…
promising very soon,
to uncover my beautiful lies…

lies are hiding behind canny thoughts… through watchful afternoons they lurk to the surface… catch them and never let go…

dying waves...

a thousand dying waves,
in a world far from true,
now they’re coming together…
to have a life within you…

ME!

softly.. finding the truly me,
no more empty thoughts:
what must I be?

right before the end,
I choose you… my beginning…
one more rule to bend,
I am finally becoming!!!

YOU!

you are my little miracle,
in a sea indifferent and shallow…
tenderly coming when my soul,
was beginning to painfully follow…

your crazy soul "dazzles" me.. I can't have enough of you!! I am miraculously blessed to have you as a friend :*** i love you!