falls

that unnamable fear
pulled me down…
to the face of earth,
so cold, so clear…
it touched my eyes,
and sheltered one more tear…

after each fall I get up.. my body colder, my heart warmer.. my soul stronger...

you are my reason

when life turns its back,
remember I’m here…
I’ll be forever your track,
so close to you, so near…

when you’re down,
I’ll get you through…
for I’m only alive,
because of you!!!

me and my ceiling

all alone..
just me and my ceiling,
down on me
there it goes
that deadly feeling

with a cry
deep inside
I touch my ceiling
make it go!
make me fly!

then and there
it cries with me
it can bear
all that pain…

all alone… me and my ceiling.. all alone

you are my ceiling!

kill me

I’m alive?
kill me… just one more time..
kill what you’ve started…
for my insignificant soul
had willingly departed..

my ugly thoughts are killing me... I miss you.. I know you miss me too :*

freedom of my mind

there… where my mind wondered around,
the vast forbidden land…
there… where only a “he”,
could presumably stand.

"there is no gate, no lock, no bolt that you can set upon the freedom of my mind" -Virginia Woolf

STRONG

cut through my wings,
I’ll still proudly fly…
for they give me power,
the tears I cry…

look closer, you’ll see
I am the unknown world…
I am what I’ll be,
what I’ll passionately unfold.

I am vigorously strong… nothing will ever stop me!

a day...

I watched as the day carefully went away…
through my empty hands… and my shattered soul..
I saw it all,
a hurt life never to crawl,
but to be taken once and for all.

I am tired... and hurt...

lies!

lazy April’s afternoon,
looking straight into my eyes…
promising very soon,
to uncover my beautiful lies…

lies are hiding behind canny thoughts… through watchful afternoons they lurk to the surface… catch them and never let go…

dying waves...

a thousand dying waves,
in a world far from true,
now they’re coming together…
to have a life within you…

ME!

softly.. finding the truly me,
no more empty thoughts:
what must I be?

right before the end,
I choose you… my beginning…
one more rule to bend,
I am finally becoming!!!

YOU!

you are my little miracle,
in a sea indifferent and shallow…
tenderly coming when my soul,
was beginning to painfully follow…

your crazy soul "dazzles" me.. I can't have enough of you!! I am miraculously blessed to have you as a friend :*** i love you!

It is MY world!

blue shaded faces
in a world yellow and bright
keeping upcoming suns
and tender promising tides...

hurt me.. and see if I care! :)

hopes, memories and more

and I, once again,
on an abandoned shore…
picking what people had left:
hopes, memories and more,
of a lovely summer now gone…

inside it keeps me happy and warm,
to know they’re here:
hopes, memories and more..

The Future!

battles within my eyes,
to cling or to let go?
between sufferings and cries..
who really needs to know?!

when present and past are finally through...
only then, I can clearly see you…

at the break of dawn, I work as hard as I can… when the night carefully crawls, I sit back and relax to embrace what life has to offer… with a smile :)
Nuba :**

self-confrontation

there was I,
under tangled thoughts,
and pale thoughtful sky…
thinking simply in short:
to live again, one must die.

Bumpy Road

vigorously running,
down the bumpy road…
going everywhere.. nowhere..

down the same lane..
walking slowly… thoughtfully…
no more confusing pain.
hello my bump-less road!

again and again

I wiped the dagger of pain,
and neatly put it away…
impatiently waiting for it,
to strike again...

To you.. My love

You’re my hidden secret,
deeply asleep at day..
at day, when I carefully climb,
your crazy soul…

At night, I fling myself backwards,
into your crazy waves,
into your words…
I see you, love, I see it all…

Happy Valentine's Day Everybody!!
Love, and enjoy love... it's beautiful!!

Like a dancing bee struck by lightning,
I saw bright heavens right before...

a dream

I dreamt,
carefully to confirm:
my lucid image…
my visions of joy…

I dream of you,
to wisely enjoy,
the gift of a dream…

I wake up,
step into the stream…
remembering you..
my blue dream…
Talented Photographer: Jon Bruschi.