falls

that unnamable fear
pulled me down…
to the face of earth,
so cold, so clear…
it touched my eyes,
and sheltered one more tear…

after each fall I get up.. my body colder, my heart warmer.. my soul stronger...

you are my reason

when life turns its back,
remember I’m here…
I’ll be forever your track,
so close to you, so near…

when you’re down,
I’ll get you through…
for I’m only alive,
because of you!!!

me and my ceiling

all alone..
just me and my ceiling,
down on me
there it goes
that deadly feeling

with a cry
deep inside
I touch my ceiling
make it go!
make me fly!

then and there
it cries with me
it can bear
all that pain…

all alone… me and my ceiling.. all alone

you are my ceiling!

kill me

I’m alive?
kill me… just one more time..
kill what you’ve started…
for my insignificant soul
had willingly departed..

my ugly thoughts are killing me... I miss you.. I know you miss me too :*