crumble

going back in time,
I found that unbearable silence..
was it my fault? my crime?
to be just me?

here.. please hold my world..
for I just want to crumble and cry..

I want that tear, rigid and cold..
to crawl on your cheek and die...

you are in the place between, my smiles and tears..
on the line that separated, happiness and fears…

on that wall… I drew my soul..
for the waves to wash away,
and for you to ignore…

there's nothing I can do...

lanes

I licked the yellow line,
separating the lanes of my life…
for they are truly mine,
to die among…

my lanes.. my life.. I live and die.. and live again.. in my lanes..

bye bye my love...

I was a wall
before you came and broke me..
I was it all
before the tears had washed me..

I ask my tears to cry me away
to strangle the fears of that void day…

I’m counting on you to stay,
and gather what’s left of my world..
for I know that one day
I’ll make the story to be told..

bye bye my love...

fake

yesterday I put on my empty soul,
and stared back at a fruitlessly busy life,
I loathed people, their hollowness, their aimless strife…

tomorrow I go back, strip my soul,
to watch it beautifully suffer,
as it tinges unbearable truths,
and the lies they cover…

today I wrote this poem..

fake people make me sick, please don't become one...

Sri Lanka

there ran the girl,

out of her lover’s embrace,
leaped into heavens,

and started to cry,

fatal tears for a brutal sky..

smiled the girl… wild and free..
with a bright vision and an eye to see..
to see another unnamable day,
of a land rough and beautiful..
to touch the green in a new way,
to smile again and freely sway…

to the beautiful girls of Sri Lanka.. to Sri Lanka with love..

time..

a face moved
in a faceless crowd..
it truly proved
what I felt inside…

tick.. tock..
time came rushing through,
passing fiercely
between me and you..

there stopped the face
and stared back..
causing that careless time
to painfully crack..

time is killing me.. I can only see you.. I miss you..